life is calm
the moon is a sun
the daylight of the night

September

the sky is white
blue, and grey
the air is getting cooler
I know that I might
catch a chill
but I still love to be here

I close my eyes
the lines blur
and then they disapear
the colors dislove
there are no walls
in my chamber of fear
the dark closes in
it pulls me in
and yearns for my ashes
I know I must try
but I cannot win
the battle being fought within

other possible anthem for previous song

blast it, cast it,
beat it, trash it
don't bother coming back
if you can't take the heat
'cause we're turning up
the temp
and burning a new beat

...

possible anthem for previous post

burn it out
have some fun
let's go crazy
everyone
if you're tired
go to bed
if you're ready
let's wake the dead!

new feelings have
sprung up in me
and they're not going away soon
sweet nothings
you whisper in my ear
capture the moment
we are here
life so simplistic
pleasure so divine
oh what I would do
to see you all the time
in my head, on my wall
on a billboard, ten feet tall
a crying shame
you had to leave
but we'll be together
if you believe

carry me places
I've never been
love me forever
for you'll sin
forfeit heaven
death's tomorrow
but we've got today
no time for sorrow
I've got a plan
you'll come with me
to fly so high
and we'll be free

freedom fighters
cross the line
alone is dark
so together we spark
come together
we'll makea scene
light off some crackers
bomb a latrine
caustically happy
perpetual fun
let me know when
the party's begun

no time to sit
bored and waiting
if you're not coming
I might take a beating
my bruised ego
you hurt it so
we're supposed
to have fun
and I want to go

crazies unite
in a world so unfriendly
we'll go for a ride
in your beat-up Bently
I'm almost finished
just one last thing
a short little anthem
for us to sing:

(insert possible anthem-like lyrics)

a fool

going through the hallways
of this school
I see you looking
like a fool
for me...
I know you see me
I can't pretend
that I don't like you
can't understand how this
could be...

...

"Angry at C" Song

you always think
that you can do no wrong
but if you couldn't
I wouldn't be singing this song
stop lying to yourself
stop cheating on me
it's bad for you
and worse for me
where is your mind, dear?
'cause I don't know
let me make this clear
that I won't go
(along) with your [stupid lies]
and [silly mistakes]

...

The "E" Song (and not the drug)

forwards
backwards
upside down
you have got me
spinning 'round
inside my head
and my thoughts are led
to you

I can't get you
off my mind
there you're sitting
wasting time
inside my head
and I know you said

it's true

I like you
I love you (to be)
there with me
I'm lost in the moment
and then I'm free

spinning 'round
the picture's clear
and I just wish
that you were here
with me

spinning off
in new directions
I don't know
where to turn
but there you are
I know you'll catch me
and it's my turn

to tell you

I like you
I love you (to be)
here with me
I'm lost in the moment
and then I'm free

...

waiting for you
I stand in the halls
the shuffle of bags
heavy footfalls
none are yours
where have you gone
I'm so alone
should've known all along

they warned me about you
I shoulda known
turns out it's all true
and I'm done...

I'm sick of your lies
I'm sick of your cheating
I'm sick of your shit
and not telling me things
I don't know
what you want me to do
but I'm all done
with me and you

Time

time flies, time lies
time cheats, and time dies
time is a question
and I have no answer
time is a history
and time knows what we were
time is the sunset
time is noon
time is what you have
and I'll have soon
time to regret
and time to think
time to love you
but I'm too weak
I cannot hold out
for time too long
I cannot wait
'cause tomorrow's almost gone

It's Time For An Intervention

It's time for an intervention
a hiatus from myself
I can't take my shit anymore
put my life up on a shelf
leave it there, in the dust
and go off on my own
find a new place,
buy a new face
and leave my past alone

traveling far, traveling wide,
living life on the road
i'm trying to escape
but can't quite make
these thoughts go away
you're always there
you never leave
my mind is going numb
the wind in my face
puts you back in your place
and I ride 90 with the top down

It's time for an intervention
a hiatus from myself
I can't take my shit anymore
put my life up on a shelf
leave it there, in the dust
and go off on my own
find a new place,
buy a new face
and leave my past alone

i'm getting closer
to my goal
and you still stay away
I shout for my luck
and still I hope
i can make it
before you catch up

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