Just So You Know

http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VcUH3Kdrmi0

...watch it.

I loved it.

It was...meaningful.

Even for Jesse [McCartney].

Hope you like it.

<3

These Dark Streets

when your eyes search the room
do they find me?l
ost in the gloom
you're all I see
doom and destruction
rule this city
but I'll survive this revolution
if you come with me

gothic days
demons in the night
I won't die here
I'll live and I'll fight

you're running for your life
and I can't catch you
you're tearing yourself apart inside
and I can't save you
it's dark in the city
you can't run away
the light's not so pretty
as you watch the demons play

so you escape with me
from this city called Eden
the golden ones pray
as they stay here bleeding
we cannot save them
or we won't survive
we can't go back
dead or alive

gothic days
bloodshot nights
the fighting must stop
whe'er I live or I die

I close my eyes
the lines blur
and then they disapear
the colors dislove
there are no walls
in my chamber of fear
the dark closes in
it pulls me in
and yearns for my ashes
I know I must try
but I cannot win
the battle being fought within

other possible anthem for previous song

blast it, cast it,
beat it, trash it
don't bother coming back
if you can't take the heat
'cause we're turning up
the temp
and burning a new beat

...

possible anthem for previous post

burn it out
have some fun
let's go crazy
everyone
if you're tired
go to bed
if you're ready
let's wake the dead!

new feelings have
sprung up in me
and they're not going away soon
sweet nothings
you whisper in my ear
capture the moment
we are here
life so simplistic
pleasure so divine
oh what I would do
to see you all the time
in my head, on my wall
on a billboard, ten feet tall
a crying shame
you had to leave
but we'll be together
if you believe

carry me places
I've never been
love me forever
for you'll sin
forfeit heaven
death's tomorrow
but we've got today
no time for sorrow
I've got a plan
you'll come with me
to fly so high
and we'll be free

freedom fighters
cross the line
alone is dark
so together we spark
come together
we'll makea scene
light off some crackers
bomb a latrine
caustically happy
perpetual fun
let me know when
the party's begun

no time to sit
bored and waiting
if you're not coming
I might take a beating
my bruised ego
you hurt it so
we're supposed
to have fun
and I want to go

crazies unite
in a world so unfriendly
we'll go for a ride
in your beat-up Bently
I'm almost finished
just one last thing
a short little anthem
for us to sing:

(insert possible anthem-like lyrics)

a fool

going through the hallways
of this school
I see you looking
like a fool
for me...
I know you see me
I can't pretend
that I don't like you
can't understand how this
could be...

...

"Angry at C" Song

you always think
that you can do no wrong
but if you couldn't
I wouldn't be singing this song
stop lying to yourself
stop cheating on me
it's bad for you
and worse for me
where is your mind, dear?
'cause I don't know
let me make this clear
that I won't go
(along) with your [stupid lies]
and [silly mistakes]

...

The "E" Song (and not the drug)

forwards
backwards
upside down
you have got me
spinning 'round
inside my head
and my thoughts are led
to you

I can't get you
off my mind
there you're sitting
wasting time
inside my head
and I know you said

it's true

I like you
I love you (to be)
there with me
I'm lost in the moment
and then I'm free

spinning 'round
the picture's clear
and I just wish
that you were here
with me

spinning off
in new directions
I don't know
where to turn
but there you are
I know you'll catch me
and it's my turn

to tell you

I like you
I love you (to be)
here with me
I'm lost in the moment
and then I'm free

...

waiting for you
I stand in the halls
the shuffle of bags
heavy footfalls
none are yours
where have you gone
I'm so alone
should've known all along

they warned me about you
I shoulda known
turns out it's all true
and I'm done...

I'm sick of your lies
I'm sick of your cheating
I'm sick of your shit
and not telling me things
I don't know
what you want me to do
but I'm all done
with me and you

Time

time flies, time lies
time cheats, and time dies
time is a question
and I have no answer
time is a history
and time knows what we were
time is the sunset
time is noon
time is what you have
and I'll have soon
time to regret
and time to think
time to love you
but I'm too weak
I cannot hold out
for time too long
I cannot wait
'cause tomorrow's almost gone

It's Time For An Intervention

It's time for an intervention
a hiatus from myself
I can't take my shit anymore
put my life up on a shelf
leave it there, in the dust
and go off on my own
find a new place,
buy a new face
and leave my past alone

traveling far, traveling wide,
living life on the road
i'm trying to escape
but can't quite make
these thoughts go away
you're always there
you never leave
my mind is going numb
the wind in my face
puts you back in your place
and I ride 90 with the top down

It's time for an intervention
a hiatus from myself
I can't take my shit anymore
put my life up on a shelf
leave it there, in the dust
and go off on my own
find a new place,
buy a new face
and leave my past alone

i'm getting closer
to my goal
and you still stay away
I shout for my luck
and still I hope
i can make it
before you catch up

...

Blow Me Away

tell me a story
about things I don't know
show me a world
of places we might go
teach me songs about
things I need to hear
when you explain
it's oh, so clear

blow me away
open my eyes
a beautiful image
rainbows and butterflies
clear the rain
part the skies
when i'm with you
everything's alright

Dark Thursdays

a single tear drop
fell down my cheek
and I wondered
what it was for
i tried to decide
but couldn't think
'cause
the emo was too sore

dark makeup and jet black clothes
got some evanescence blasting
out my windows
stark white walls like a prison cell
what can I do to get out of this hell

hip hop -ish song

don't worry 'bout me
all alone
don't need no help now
i'm on my own
i'm by myself but
don't let it go
might need some help please
hold the phone

i wanna be independant
won't never stop (baby)
let's have hands on
don't need you all uptight (on me)
don't need no help
i'll be just fine
i'll grab the future ('cause)
it'll be mine

Song Continuation (Cutting Words)

I can't close my eyes
without seeing your face
i can't draw in a breath
without a smell or a taste
it's bittersweet
this reminding of you
my obsession is always
on my mind

you're like a drug
you know that?
you're not good for me
yet i'm drawn to you -
i can't help but be
screw nicotine patches
give them to someone else
they won't help me now

i've come too far
i'm in too deep
you're too familiar
for me to get relief
so i'm stuck here with you
day in and day out
and you're everywhere
to me

Choking

((this isn't finished, and I might add to it later, but here it is so far...))

your words

they choke me

I feel your hands

surround my neck

and they choke me

they take my life

I cannot cry out

and you don't care

I want to fight back

but I do not care

The process is painless

if I just let go

release is so easy

when you choke me

Why don't you free me?

the pressure is so great

it pushes down upon me

and burns my skin

The marks are searing

and don't go away

--

yeah, I don't know where to go now...

Storms - Song

Storms

A storm is raging

a storm of emotions

the lyrics, they waver

and I need stability

it's clear above the clouds

but they go on forever

and the lightning strikes in between

the storm does not settle

it goes on forever

the way I escape is for only tonight

I only have one chance

to make it right

the storm is my cause

my burden to carry

no one can help

I just ask you be wary

of my roiling emotions

they're not for the

faint of heart

try and prove me wrong

and see the lightning strike

Revisit to the last poem thing

Why should I

care what you think

Why should I

stay around and sink

in this abyss of

smiles and kisses

your tender loving kisses

and god knows I miss it

your beautiful sweet kisses...

Ooh! Switch Up! It's a SONG!

Wrote a song last night...eh...

--

I'm so sick, so sick of knowing you

so sick, not much else I can do

so sick, so sick of trusting you

so sick, oh how can I chose

You were my friend

you were my pal

you were my suicide hotline, oh

you've got my back

you tried so hard to be

all that I needed

But there's no way

for us to be at all

no way can I do this all

what you want is too much

for me right now

too much, too much, too much,

I need it!

--

I'm not sure where it goes from there. I think I fell asleep after that.

-Sarah