Not Quite Love

you're
stuck in my head
you won't go away
i try some distractions
but still you stay
to laugh on my neck
to whisper in my ear
to kiss away my tears
'cause I wish you were here
how does one say it
when it's not quite love
but it's still an obsession
and it's made of
laughter
tears
favorites
and fears
and the best kind of talk
over a round of beers

we talk all night
and i ask you to stay
i don't want to be alone
and i guess there's a way
to show affection
or what i feel for you
i can't quite describe it
words far and few

i used to be emo
but now i'm on top
and you won't bring me down
the happy won't stop

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