so, I was crying myself to sleep tonight, and the song Big Girls Don't Cry came on my ipod.
Oh, the irony.
There's so many things that i've done well, but so many more i regret. When will the good outweigh the bad? When will I stop crying because of all the emotional baggage?
When will I stop doubting myself and others?
Or does it never stop?
How can I be optimistic when there's so little hope for a happy ending, when there's so little to be happy for? Sure, I have reasons to be happy. And all my sadness and hatred just seems petulant when I look back on it. But the problem is, that just makes it worse.
I suppose i'll go on...everyone breaks down at some point...right?
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